Screwed.

Hey. My life's screwed. So. They said I totally broke the trust they had in me. They regret trusting me so much. Utter regret. Nice. And oh, once the trust is gone, it's gone. It'll take what, years to restore their faith? Or probably never.

So I guess there's nothing much for me to say anymore. Nothing for me to do either. But there's no one for me to blame other than myself anyway. I mean, this time, it's really all my goddamn fault isn't it? How awesome.

I cancelled alot of plans. I'm sorry, but I really don't feel like going out with anyone and doing anything anymore. I know, surprise surprise. So I guess I'll just rot at home from now on.



I'm okay. Really.